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Public Diary of an Aspirant

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  • edited July 2018
    There is no god, there isn't anything. Everything is random , every day/year people work hard to fulfill their desires but how many of them achieve their dreams?

    Life isn't fair, got rejected in ACIO(interview),SBI PO(interview out),IBPS PO(interview out), NIACL AO(interview out),RBI grade B (prelims out by 1 mark), didn't get a good enough rank in GATE(2 times) ,even after scoring 500 marks in CGL -didn't get any post and now getting only 83 in UPSC CSE 2018.....

    I am losing it now!!!!

  • Videsi name : Pita bread, Hummus with olive oil and Falafel. Tahini sauce is missing though.

    Desi name : Chhole ki chutney, Kulche aur Masala vada.

    PS, Banana - Mango Smoothie :mrgreen:
    Partially true.
  • There is no god, there isn't anything. Everything is random , every day/year people work hard to fulfill their desires but how many of them achieve their dreams?

    Life isn't fair, got rejected in ACIO(interview),SBI PO(interview out),IBPS PO(interview out), NIACL AO(interview out),RBI grade B (prelims out by 1 mark), didn't get a good enough rank in GATE(2 times) ,even after scoring 500 marks in CGL -didn't get any post and now getting only 83 in UPSC CSE 2018.....

    I am losing it now!!!!
    Alright. Look I'm not a motivational speaker, but I've something for you.

    I was rejected in the ACIO interview as well (November 2015 I guess).

    Months later, in October 2016, I got the joining letter. I didn't join for they were not willing to give me the desired extension.

    Majority of the guys/girls don't join for different reasons, and in all likelihood you're going to get your joining letter in few months.

    You're Welcome.
  • There is no god, there isn't anything. Everything is random , every day/year people work hard to fulfill their desires but how many of them achieve their dreams?

    Life isn't fair, got rejected in ACIO(interview),SBI PO(interview out),IBPS PO(interview out), NIACL AO(interview out),RBI grade B (prelims out by 1 mark), didn't get a good enough rank in GATE(2 times) ,even after scoring 500 marks in CGL -didn't get any post and now getting only 83 in UPSC CSE 2018.....

    I am losing it now!!!!
    U r very near to success..jahan itna wait kiya udhar thoda aur sahi....dont give up now..all the best
  • There is no god, there isn't anything. Everything is random , every day/year people work hard to fulfill their desires but how many of them achieve their dreams?

    Life isn't fair, got rejected in ACIO(interview),SBI PO(interview out),IBPS PO(interview out), NIACL AO(interview out),RBI grade B (prelims out by 1 mark), didn't get a good enough rank in GATE(2 times) ,even after scoring 500 marks in CGL -didn't get any post and now getting only 83 in UPSC CSE 2018.....

    I am losing it now!!!!
    U r very near to success..jahan itna wait kiya udhar thoda aur sahi....dont give up now..all the best
    Yar..... it's not easy!!!!....not easy at all!!
  • edited July 2018
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  • There is no god, there isn't anything. Everything is random , every day/year people work hard to fulfill their desires but how many of them achieve their dreams?

    Life isn't fair, got rejected in ACIO(interview),SBI PO(interview out),IBPS PO(interview out), NIACL AO(interview out),RBI grade B (prelims out by 1 mark), didn't get a good enough rank in GATE(2 times) ,even after scoring 500 marks in CGL -didn't get any post and now getting only 83 in UPSC CSE 2018.....

    I am losing it now!!!!
    U r very near to success..jahan itna wait kiya udhar thoda aur sahi....dont give up now..all the best
    Yar..... it's not easy!!!!....not easy at all!!
    I hv faced this..recently I was out by 0.75 marks in one exam..and its not the only one..it feels bad but then what alternative u have ???...just see where u are going wrong, there must be some reason which u have to find....bogged down hokar to Kutch nh milega...u have to fight.
  • Kind of in a dark place now - the routine, exercise, hobby, talking to people works for a while but feelings of despair crop up eventually.

    1) Family members have persistent, serious health issues - lot of ongoing worries and responsibilities - Feel helpless

    2) Prelims results due this month - scared I wont get it, even more scared if I actually do because my prep isnt up to the mark anyway. Still, having a gap of 2 years is painful.

    3) Own health issues

    4) Emotional crap long buried coming up thanks to (1) & (2) - breakup, heartbreak

    Oh well, it could have been far worse anyway. Have to cheer up soon somehow.
  • I close both locks belowwww the windowwwww...
    I close both blinds and tuuuurn awayyyyyyyyy..
    Sometimes soluuuutions aaren't so simpleeeeee..
    Sometimes goodbyeee is the ooonly wayyyy, ohhhhhh..............

    And the suuuuuuuuuun will set for youuuuuuuuuu.....
    The suuuuuuuuuun will set for youuuuuuuuuu....
    And the shaaaadow of the dayyyyyyy....
    Will embraaaaace the worrld in grayyyyyyyy...
    And the suuuuuuun will set for youuuuuuuuuu.....................

    In cards and flooowers on your windowwwwww....
    Your friends all plead for youuuuu to stayyyyyyy...
    Sometimes begiiiiiinnings aaaaren't so siiimpleeeee....
    Sometimes goodbyeeee's the ooonly wayyyyyy, ohhhhhhh...........

    And the suuuuuuuuun will set for youuuuuuuu....
    The suuuuuuuuun will set for youuuuuuuuu....
    And the shaaaaadow of the dayyyyyyyy.....
    Will embraaaaace the world in grayyyyyy.....
    And the suuuuuuuuuun will set for youuuuuuuuuuu.................

    And the shaaaaaadow of the dayyyyyy....
    Will embraaaaaace the world in grayyyyyyy..
    And the suuuuuuuuuun will set for youuuuuuuuuu................

    And the shaaaaaaadow of the dayyyyyyyyyy....................
    Will embraaaaaaace the world in grayyyyyyyyy......................
    And the suuuuuuuuuuuuun will set for youuuuuuuuuuu...................................................................
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