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Public Diary Of An IAS Aspirant....

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  • The feeling of powerlessness is the most amazing/amusing thing.it has ability to either make or break.when Gandhiji was throwm out off train,inspite having every personality traits to suit British ambience.It was this feeling that ignited his soul.

    in my personal example,one of my engineer cousin was ruthlessly demeaned by ol his relatives(except me n my family:wink: ).For he did btech from Pvt college with less cgpa inspite of being from economically not so well off family.

    But all those demeaning was not enough to arouse his soul.

    Once his MBA n working sister was rejected by a polytechnic n PSU employed engineer in lieu of dowry.I saw grief n flame in his eyes.his growth is miraculous n inspirational.:heart: .

    Lol I want to share too something as you have raised relatives issue. My relatives are also like that but my one neighbor is an extra mile ahead. There is an aunt in my neighborhood, her son is also giving this exam but couldnt qualify even prelims once. Last year he rumored that he sat in mains but when people asked about marks, he and his family told marks that were 100+ above actual cutoff and as per them he failed to cross cutoff by margin of 2 marks as id people are fools :D . Every member of family was telling different marks above actual mains cutoff and were saying he missed interview by 1 or 2 marks. His mother is one of the most idiot woman one will ever find. She has driven many innocent school students to depression, one even tried cutting her nerves in class 10 when she secured less percentage(lol they were 82) in boards and this woman spread hypothetical fake news that she had multiple affairs and couldn't study and her son secured good percentage and what she would do in life. She even spread fake news about every small student or aspirants living in neighborhood and try to project her son as greatest mind after Einstein. I am also her fav target as her son was my classmate. Once a school guy got o much frustrated when she was ridiculing him for his less marks in class 8 that he brought knife and gave to her to cut his neck. If there is a girl she brings rishte for her so that she dont get any oppurtunity to pursue her career. If some other person secure job, she spread news that they have paid a bribe :D ... Idk if anyone of you have experience with such neighbor but its too much fun to see her doing that now and everyone hates her.

    Relatives and neighbors are biggest drag that one should overcome everytime. Weird people.
  • Nice thread <3
  • The feeling of powerlessness is the most amazing/amusing thing.it has ability to either make or break.when Gandhiji was throwm out off train,inspite having every personality traits to suit British ambience.It was this feeling that ignited his soul.

    in my personal example,one of my engineer cousin was ruthlessly demeaned by ol his relatives(except me n my family:wink: ).For he did btech from Pvt college with less cgpa inspite of being from economically not so well off family.

    But all those demeaning was not enough to arouse his soul.

    Once his MBA n working sister was rejected by a polytechnic n PSU employed engineer in lieu of dowry.I saw grief n flame in his eyes.his growth is miraculous n inspirational.:heart: .

    Lol I want to share too something as you have raised relatives issue. My relatives are also like that but my one neighbor is an extra mile ahead. There is an aunt in my neighborhood, her son is also giving this exam but couldnt qualify even prelims once. Last year he rumored that he sat in mains but when people asked about marks, he and his family told marks that were 100+ above actual cutoff and as per them he failed to cross cutoff by margin of 2 marks as id people are fools :D . Every member of family was telling different marks above actual mains cutoff and were saying he missed interview by 1 or 2 marks. His mother is one of the most idiot woman one will ever find. She has driven many innocent school students to depression, one even tried cutting her nerves in class 10 when she secured less percentage(lol they were 82) in boards and this woman spread hypothetical fake news that she had multiple affairs and couldn't study and her son secured good percentage and what she would do in life. She even spread fake news about every small student or aspirants living in neighborhood and try to project her son as greatest mind after Einstein. I am also her fav target as her son was my classmate. Once a school guy got o much frustrated when she was ridiculing him for his less marks in class 8 that he brought knife and gave to her to cut his neck. If there is a girl she brings rishte for her so that she dont get any oppurtunity to pursue her career. If some other person secure job, she spread news that they have paid a bribe :D ... Idk if anyone of you have experience with such neighbor but its too much fun to see her doing that now and everyone hates her.

    Relatives and neighbors are biggest drag that one should overcome everytime. Weird people.
    Hilarious :D
  • edited June 2017
    duniya me kitna gum hai,mera gum kitna kam hai,chipkaun kaise :mrgreen:
  • I love the first two lines...

    once I had a heartbreak, and I stopped listening to romantic songs. Since the time I have been failing in career, I find it harder each passing day to listen to thoughtful songs - the ones that make u feel these are your own thoughts, and somewhere make u think about your deep intellect. Living in denial, I have found, makes things easier. No pain of not getting the value of your smartness and intelligence, as similar to no reciprocation of the immense love filled in a considerate heart, when you deny that you are even capable of aprreciating someone. I think Anwar has got it very right. The movie Anwar has a thought at the center of it's story. A thought of frustation at knowing that your heart is full of love, but there is no one whom you can shower with that love. Though very underrated, It's one of the best movies dealing with the subject of love. To deny that you have loved, and to deny that you can think and appreciate deep thoughts, and matters of soul, compassion, struggles, to be able to appreciate what others don't even notice - to deny all you have and to weave thoughtfully a wordly fabric that someone will probably use somewhere someday to fulfill a simple need. Just a simple life, and a simple death.
    awesome lines,khud ki hain.?
  • edited June 2017
    Great thread......whenever I feel sad I just cry alone.........sometimes i don't even know am I crying..well funny though......ill also contribute here whenever I feel low :)
  • edited June 2017
    Tanha rahi apni raah chalta jayega, ab to jo bhi hoga dekha jayega.
  • Tanha rahi apni raah chalta jayega, ab to jo bhi hoga dekha jayega.
    hahaha :mrgreen: nice thought,dont know y it made me laugh. means m thinking ye tanha raahi chalta hua kahan jayega? :|
  • Tanha rahi apni raah chalta jayega, ab to jo bhi hoga dekha jayega.
    hahaha :mrgreen: nice thought,dont know y it made me laugh. means m thinking ye tanha raahi chalta hua kahan jayega? :|
    Meet psychatrist.you need it.you show symptoms of serotonin disruption in your brain.
  • Tanha rahi apni raah chalta jayega, ab to jo bhi hoga dekha jayega.
    hahaha :mrgreen: nice thought,dont know y it made me laugh. means m thinking ye tanha raahi chalta hua kahan jayega? :|
    Meet psychatrist.you need it.you show symptoms of serotonin disruption in your brain.
    hahaha,ok.will seek an appointment today at nimhans :mrgreen:
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