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Failed in UPSC 3 times. Wrote 1 mains. Failed in RBI,BPSC. Feeling dejected,rejected and soiled.

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  • This is the lowest point in life. I lost my confidence, self-respect and also about to loose the person dearest to me. Don't know how to standup from here and move forward...
    All the exams you mentioned are truly, truly difficult.
    RBI is the toughest exam after UPSC CSE.
    Even the BPSC. BPSC is perhaps the toughest of State PCS exam, only matched by UPPCS in toughness. Tbh I couldn't even secure a rank in BPSC 56-59 merit. :lol:
    So, don't feel dejected. You fought the toughest of battles and lost honorably. Carry on. The victory is just around the corner.

    Sometime soon, you will be sitting in a blue revolving chair in a shabby govt office, working on mundane file notings in Hindi and arguing with obtuse clerks and resisting assistants. And you will look back to this time and have a really good laugh. Believe me, I have been there. :lol:
  • ryerye
    edited September 2018
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  • This is the lowest point in life. I lost my confidence, self-respect and also about to loose the person dearest to me. Don't know how to standup from here and move forward...
    Parent?
    Not parents... Gf. I can't blame her.. it's all my fault.last yr wrote mains.. but this year failed in pre of UPSC,RBI and now BPSC. No one can wait for infinite times specially when nothing seems to go right.
    It means you are a trade deal for your gf..you perform better I will take you..otherwise you are, always, going into dump as i have better alternatives ..
    Shi h bhai..poora dukhi rho..poore din rote rho..blkl Mt pdo bcz tmhari gf gyi h jiske Bina tum jee hi Ni skte..ye koi Chhota gum thoda hi h..ar baaki k reasons to bekar h..QA civil servant QA parents..ek ladki hi to is sansar ka atoot Satya h.. :+1:
    @aks1911
  • @Chacha_Chaudhary sir, hats off. :smile: I couldn't stop myself from commenting. May all your wishes be fulfilled.

    And @aks1911 , everyone of us has a story to tell, nearly all of us have fought through such times and still continue to do so. So take inspiration from all here. They still stand strong and so can you and so can all of us. May we all reach where we deserve.
  • Chalo ye padh lo @aks1911 , kuch motivated feel karo toh batana. Nahi huwe toh kuch aur try karenge.

    http://discuss.forumias.com/discussion/comment/1167557/#Comment_1167557
    Wow! Sir...
    शब्द नहीं हैं लिखने को... बस इतना ही कहूंगा... Hats off to your perseverance...
  • I don't have any motivating story to say as I am in much worse situation then u, I buried my upsc dream after 3 failed attempts and now preparing for my state psc.world is full of inequalities and emotional pain is an inevitable thing.I too have endured breakup and even attempted suicide twice but time healed me completely.one can't do anything than to endure it.just try to get a job and then prepare for upsc.it will give u some cushion and confidence.hopefully i will pass in capf written this tome,let's see.if u love animals,then pets r the best thing u could do to distract urself out of ur pain.you could also try a psychiatrist if u feel u are in clinical depression.if not for my dogs,I woulld not be alive now.conclusively,whatever happens just make it ur point to survive and move on.kneeling down in pain will not help us .it's ok to cry,to feel pain.remember, these sad times are not eternal
  • This is the lowest point in life. I lost my confidence, self-respect and also about to loose the person dearest to me. Don't know how to standup from here and move forward...
    All the exams you mentioned are truly, truly difficult.
    RBI is the toughest exam after UPSC CSE.
    Even the BPSC. BPSC is perhaps the toughest of State PCS exam, only matched by UPPCS in toughness. Tbh I couldn't even secure a rank in BPSC 56-59 merit. :lol:
    So, don't feel dejected. You fought the toughest of battles and lost honorably. Carry on. The victory is just around the corner.

    Sometime soon, you will be sitting in a blue revolving chair in a shabby govt office, working on mundane file notings in Hindi and arguing with obtuse clerks and resisting assistants. And you will look back to this time and have a really good laugh. Believe me, I have been there. :lol:
    @jack_dawson Bhai.. I read your comments in the morning.. I restrategized weekly monthly and quarterly target and m back to study. I understand it's useless to crib for what is happening and I may loose whatever hope I have to be back on track by being over indulgent in self pity guilt and gloom. Need to fight again as @skywalker12 and all other ppl here suggested. Thanks dear mates. Love you all.
  • ये दिलीप कुमार वाली नौटंकी बंद कब होगी ?
  • ये दिलीप कुमार वाली नौटंकी बंद कब होगी ?
    Kabhi nahi kyonki meena kumari milne se rahi #HAMESHA :trollface:
  • edited September 2018
    मैं ज़िन्दगी का साथ निभाता चला गया I
    हर फ़िक्र को धुएँ में उडाता चला गया II
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