Hii I am not doing good in my life. I am the last person of my school who is still not a graduate. I am in the final Year of my BA LLB.Most of my friends are settled now.
Feeling depressed, doing some exercise and jogging in the evening still it's not working.
Whenever I have some tough conversation or debate with anyone or When I have to face people directly...(like during my law school Viva) when teachers were asking me few questions I was very nervous and shaking.
However I am very comfortable with my friends but again if there is some argument or something I feel very nervous and my hands and lips starts shaking.
I am also not able to do my basic task like studies... everytime I am promising myself making a new plan ..but each and every time I am not able to make it.
Now I am feeling very guilty,My parents have struggled a lot for my studies.still they are doing.
I use to talk very less with my father.
Last time he called me and said..ab tumhare hath me hi hai sb kuch hai..I don't want anything but if U ll be successful ..Mai samjhuga mera struggle Safal hua..they have lots of hope from me. Last night I cried a lot for not meeting the expectations of my parents and Me.I am trying everytime but I am not getting successful.
I am also facing lots of queries from my relatives and people.I stopped going home now. Right now I m staying in ORN but not taking any coaching.Only joined a test series for mains and Pre.