NEED STRONG LIFE SUGGESTION :-

chankya

working guy for money for rents coaching fees etc ....28 ..lost interest in everything dont know y ..i never call to any frnd parents or any relative .....when i was 26 i had huge energy and motivation for upsc ..now i beome dull.. leaving alone outside the city near jungle natural envir .....my internatl desire does not converting into action ....i became physically weak due to tension and 10 cupa tea daily ....now when i study got mentally exhaust after 1 hr ...in last 10 months i did study with no leave job + study and never went any where ..got mentally and physically burn out ...i tried vivekanad brahmacharya phisophy , tried to follow lionardo de vince , einstein , upsc topper, and frst made audio notes but time consumed , hard copy then finally soft one ....i am not confused ....have crystal clear thoights but does not go into action ...thoight to study a lot ,, but burnout ..even studied long mediation like ravan did and got vardan some type of things .. .. .. .. .. ..

am i frustated ,,, not ..but kind of bored ..
am i irritated ..not ..dont reply to any one until benefit for exam ....
am i alone ..yes...
what shud be done ...know need study for 1.5 to 2 yrs ..
room is too dirty ..will clean today ...
finance----- poor finance condition ....so learnt a lot of way to earn ..but dont give them time for exam ....
kal kya hoga.....looks positive ....
do masterbation ...yes ....very difficult to control ..

i dont know....some thhing is wrong ..kuch to aisa jo mare aur is exam ke beech me aa raha hai ...kya hai wo ...now i dont have any frnd since yrs .no time waste ....kya gadbad hai ..kuch to hai ...pata nahi ...

Lil_champ

Leave study for few months.. Make frnds and enjoy .. Go here and there.. Try to spend kifr away fron the room and books

ganganarayan

working guy for money for rents coaching fees etc ....28 ..lost interest in everything dont know y ..i never call to any frnd parents or any relative .....when i was 26 i had huge energy and motivation for upsc ..now i beome dull.. leaving alone outside the city near jungle natural envir .....my internatl desire does not converting into action ....i became physically weak due to tension and 10 cupa tea daily ....now when i study got mentally exhaust after 1 hr ...in last 10 months i did study with no leave job + study and never went any where ..got mentally and physically burn out ...i tried vivekanad brahmacharya phisophy , tried to follow lionardo de vince , einstein , upsc topper, and frst made audio notes but time consumed , hard copy then finally soft one ....i am not confused ....have crystal clear thoights but does not go into action ...thoight to study a lot ,, but burnout ..even studied long mediation like ravan did and got vardan some type of things .. .. .. .. .. ..

am i frustated ,,, not ..but kind of bored ..
am i irritated ..not ..dont reply to any one until benefit for exam ....
am i alone ..yes...
what shud be done ...know need study for 1.5 to 2 yrs ..
room is too dirty ..will clean today ...
finance----- poor finance condition ....so learnt a lot of way to earn ..but dont give them time for exam ....
kal kya hoga.....looks positive ....
do masterbation ...yes ....very difficult to control ..

i dont know....some thhing is wrong ..kuch to aisa jo mare aur is exam ke beech me aa raha hai ...kya hai wo ...now i dont have any frnd since yrs .no time waste ....kya gadbad hai ..kuch to hai ...pata nahi ...

Filim me heroine ki kami he vaau

theanimalia

Subah Dekha Tha tera ye natak,Socha Tha usi time likhna hai
U r d result of 4.5 billion yrs of evolutionary success so act like dat.If u heart n Ur kidney ur cells n Ur DNAs r ol very active n efficient y not u not for dis or dat exam.atleast Ur not not in Mosul or Palmyra or a viderbha peasant or a bihari slum dwellers in merciless dilli

sonu070

I can relate to your Condition brother. I am also 28. Three years back got selected in MPPSC with top ten rank, currently serving as a class two officer. Meanwhile suffered a severe break up and went into depression. Last three years were like hell for me , fighting everyday with myself and the world. Wrote consecutively two mains in 2015 and 2016 but didn't get interview call, not because of lack of hard work or dedication but due to depression and anxiety. This year I accepted my problem and consulted a psychiatrist after last mains paper. After one month of medication I found my old self, full of energy. It's difficult for me to manage studies with job. Getting leaves is a tedious task but still I haven't given up and I won't. You know what this world is a mean place, you smile and the world smiles with you. You cry and the world laughs at you. And I have learnt to keep my pain within me and smile with the world and in fact to laugh at this world where only success, happiness and pleasure are appreciated , notwithstanding the fact that losses, failures and sufferings are inevitable in everyone's life sooner or later. Lately brother I would say u r a champ, rise, shine and show this world your worth.

True..

chankya

I can relate to your Condition brother. I am also 28. Three years back got selected in MPPSC with top ten rank, currently serving as a class two officer. Meanwhile suffered a severe break up and went into depression. Last three years were like hell for me , fighting everyday with myself and the world. Wrote consecutively two mains in 2015 and 2016 but didn't get interview call, not because of lack of hard work or dedication but due to depression and anxiety. This year I accepted my problem and consulted a psychiatrist after last mains paper. After one month of medication I found my old self, full of energy. It's difficult for me to manage studies with job. Getting leaves is a tedious task but still I haven't given up and I won't. You know what this world is a mean place, you smile and the world smiles with you. You cry and the world laughs at you. And I have learnt to keep my pain within me and smile with the world and in fact to laugh at this world where only success, happiness and pleasure are appreciated , notwithstanding the fact that losses, failures and sufferings are inevitable in everyone's life sooner or later. Lately brother I would say u r a champ, rise, shine and show this world your worth.

view about world r true ....... lets see what comes to next ... slowly slowly lage raho with job... jai mahadev

SERVEorDIE

working guy for money for rents coaching fees etc ....28 ..lost interest in everything dont know y ..i never call to any frnd parents or any relative .....when i was 26 i had huge energy and motivation for upsc ..now i beome dull.. leaving alone outside the city near jungle natural envir .....my internatl desire does not converting into action ....i became physically weak due to tension and 10 cupa tea daily ....now when i study got mentally exhaust after 1 hr ...in last 10 months i did study with no leave job + study and never went any where ..got mentally and physically burn out ...i tried vivekanad brahmacharya phisophy , tried to follow lionardo de vince , einstein , upsc topper, and frst made audio notes but time consumed , hard copy then finally soft one ....i am not confused ....have crystal clear thoights but does not go into action ...thoight to study a lot ,, but burnout ..even studied long mediation like ravan did and got vardan some type of things .. .. .. .. .. ..

am i frustated ,,, not ..but kind of bored ..
am i irritated ..not ..dont reply to any one until benefit for exam ....
am i alone ..yes...
what shud be done ...know need study for 1.5 to 2 yrs ..
room is too dirty ..will clean today ...
finance----- poor finance condition ....so learnt a lot of way to earn ..but dont give them time for exam ....
kal kya hoga.....looks positive ....
do masterbation ...yes ....very difficult to control ..

i dont know....some thhing is wrong ..kuch to aisa jo mare aur is exam ke beech me aa raha hai ...kya hai wo ...now i dont have any frnd since yrs .no time waste ....kya gadbad hai ..kuch to hai ...pata nahi ...

Just leave your studies and your lonesome life behind you for 2-3 months. Roam everywhere you can. Probably go to some hill station for fresh air (Ladakh) , talk to anyone you know on phone ... Don't let yourself be that loner again . Believe me being an introvert sucks at times... So maybe it's time to an ambivert atleast... Then after 2-3 months of fun and roaming.. you yourself will get the feeling of resuming your preparation again..
Best of luck bro.

Aasaan_Hain

SHOULD I SKIP CS(P) 18TH JUNE & GO FOR PCS MAINS PREP ?? (AFTER GETTING MARKS & DONE WITH 3 ATTEMPT)
Hey frnds..

I have attached my marksheet... I m done with 3 attempts.. (gen cat) and will turn 26 this yr..
from middle class n after doing 3 attempts.. patience of parents running out.. n mine too to some extent..

I am frm MAHARASHTRA .. so pcs mains is objective... & pcs prelims result will be july end .. getting 192 from 1st ans key..chances of clearing (from sources like classes n frnds) today there are 155 vacancies (including fr all reserved categories) .. may increase after July..

by looking into marks.. n cutoff inflation..both in pre & mains.. and optional unpredictability.. along with interview to some extent..
and getting 26 yrs old ... nthing great after graduation.. only civil servies n pcs exams...

should i skip csp n go fr pcs mains which is in sept .. and objective.. (civils in oct .. written..)
after that prep fr 2018 attempt.. (along with appearing for ssc cgl & taking admission in ignou fr MA in sociology) .. ??

i did nt read optional after mains in dec.. did nt join mains test series.. n did not do writing practice... hindu articles are also pending since feb.. relying on time after prelims..

I dont have frnds fr civils here.. so mostly i am relying on internet n forum frnds.. to ask doubts n solving issues too.. I am preparing from home (financial issues).. n engg background.. passout of 2013 ..

so guys .. please help me out in solving this...