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[Life / Inspiration / Positivity] Share Your Stories & Learn from Others

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  • @drts shared my story in public
  • @Ekalavya considering you didnt study english till class, struggled a lot in completing class 12..the entire story has been written in very good english :)
  • 2008: graduated from IIT
    2006-2011: younger sister suffered from deadly disease.. 8 surgery later compromised her limb at age of 18 in. Jan 2011.

    2011: changed mindset..left corporate life..Upsc struggle begin
    Attempt #1 : appeared after 1 month prep..coming out of family tragedy.. Prelims failed

    2011: father suffered stroke 2 days after diwali

    2012: attempt #2: failed in Hindi compulsory paper

    2013-14: attempt #3: father suffered brain hemorrhage.. Stayed in comma for 2 months..expired 15 days before interview.. Got 110/275 in interview

    2014-15: attempt#4 :prepared from hometown.no newspaper..poor GS prep: optional + essay =411, GS + interview = 470... Total 881..reserve list?..god knows (missed forest list by 14 marks)

    2015: attempt #5: poor mains..esp 1st essay and optional paper..little hope (failed to qualify for forest mains)

    2016: packup..being realistic.. Had enough shot at it...4 interviews (2 civil +2 forest)....life is much bigger then being just running after a job.

    But I find it stupid when people say UPSC RUINED their life...Upsc didn't invite u..for put u under bonded labour..take responsibility for ur decisions and actions...give ur best shot and move on when u r convinced u HV worked hard enough!
  • edited January 2016
    Mujhe samajh mein nahi aa raha hai ki kya comment karu main ........Kuch hai nahi kehne ke liye .....

    Main Niruttar hoon .....Itna Dukh , Itni Vedna , Itna Peeda , Itna Tanaav ,

    Kitna Sangrash hai sabke Jeevan mein ........

    Main Sirf Ishwar se Praarthna karta hoon ki har kisi ko Kaamyaabi pradaan kare .....

    Post Script : Aap sab logo ke Sangharsh ki daastaan padhkar , mujhe sach mein laga ki maine to Jeevan mein kuch bhi Dukh nahi jhele hain .........Sach mein yaar , aap sabhi logo ke Parishram , Saahas aur Sangharsh ko Saadar Pranaam karta hoon main ...

    Yadi kabhi main CSE clear karne mein Kaamyaab raha to zarur yahaan Publicly main bhi meri Sangharsh ki Daastaan share karunga .........Haalaanki zyada koi kathin Jeevan nahi raha hai mera ...Aaram se hi raha hoon main abhi tak , har tarah se , .....lekin jo bhi kuch Jeeya hai maine Jeevan mein , wo share zarur karunga , agar main kabhi Safal ho jata hoon to ......

    Bhagwaan sabhi ko Safal banaaye .......

    Pranaam
  • 1990: lost my father, i was only 5

    2003: failed iit prelims, joined an NIT

    2007: passed out as topper of my branch

    2009: left a decent job for cse prep.

    2010: failed prelims
    2010 july: diagnosed axilery neuritis, a nerve damaged- right arm muscles damaged, could not write properly, could not lift arm properly.

    2011: Because of the extend of damage, a doctor advised to get disability certificate, he was ready to give me one- said this will help in cse exam also. I was determined not to go that way n be physically fit. I kept struggling.

    2011 : wrote prelims n cleared it. Pain was a part of my life.
    2011 july: my sister diagnosed blood cancer in 3rd stage, i bundeled my books n a new struggle started. Had all the responsibility as i have not brother. she was admitted from july to nov 2011.
    Though i cleared prelims but couldnot prepare, failed mains in 2011.

    2012: running from tata mumbai to rgcri delhi to himachal tibetan to kerala vaidya to himachal panjopad to chail himachal etc many places to get her cancer treated.
    Failed prelims

    2013: cleared prelims bcoz of csat, scored only 67 in gs paper. Didnot study a single day as my sister was admitted in june itself n was very critical.
    22 oct 2013: my sister expired.
    I wrote mains but as usual i could not clear

    2014 feb: Joined a company n then news came out that govt is giving 2 more chances to general candidate. Again cse ka keeda kaatne laga. Cleared prelims n mains.
    Failed interview

    2015: failed prelims.
    Still living with enormous pain but my hand is recovered. the doctor who wanted me to get a disability ccertificate is proved wrong.

    life took extreme tests: my father, my body, my career, my sister, our finances(cancer treatement is really costly), but i didnot gave up. Life is all abt struggle, one should never never give up.

    Remember: only the best quality of iron faces maximum temp. in the furnace

  • 1990: lost my father, i was only 5

    2003: failed iit prelims, joined an NIT

    2007: passed out as topper of my branch

    2009: left a decent job for cse prep.

    2010: failed prelims
    2010 july: diagnosed axilery neuritis, a nerve damaged- right arm muscles damaged, could not write properly, could not lift arm properly.

    2011: Because of the extend of damage, a doctor advised to get disability certificate, he was ready to give me one- said this will help in cse exam also. I was determined not to go that way n be physically fit. I kept struggling.

    2011 : wrote prelims n cleared it. Pain was a part of my life.
    2011 july: my sister diagnosed blood cancer in 3rd stage, i bundeled my books n a new struggle started. Had all the responsibility as i have not brother. she was admitted from july to nov 2011.
    Though i cleared prelims but couldnot prepare, failed mains in 2011.

    2012: running from tata mumbai to rgcri delhi to himachal tibetan to kerala vaidya to himachal panjopad to chail himachal etc many places to get her cancer treated.
    Failed prelims

    2013: cleared prelims bcoz of csat, scored only 67 in gs paper. Didnot study a single day as my sister was admitted in june itself n was very critical.
    22 oct 2013: my sister expired.
    I wrote mains but as usual i could not clear

    2014 feb: Joined a company n then news came out that govt is giving 2 more chances to general candidate. Again cse ka keeda kaatne laga. Cleared prelims n mains.
    Failed interview

    2015: failed prelims.
    Still living with enormous pain but my hand is recovered. the doctor who wanted me to get a disability ccertificate is proved wrong.

    life took extreme tests: my father, my body, my career, my sister, our finances(cancer treatement is really costly), but i didnot gave up. Life is all abt struggle, one should never never give up.

    Remember: only the best quality of iron faces maximum temp. in the furnace


    Take a bow sir. Hatsoff
  • @iastopper, are you attempting 2016? If so then I wish you all the luck in the world. :)
    No bhai... i wont be attempting.I m out of this cycle now.
    Thanks n best of luck.
  • 1990: lost my father, i was only 5

    2003: failed iit prelims, joined an NIT

    2007: passed out as topper of my branch

    2009: left a decent job for cse prep.

    2010: failed prelims
    2010 july: diagnosed axilery neuritis, a nerve damaged- right arm muscles damaged, could not write properly, could not lift arm properly.

    2011: Because of the extend of damage, a doctor advised to get disability certificate, he was ready to give me one- said this will help in cse exam also. I was determined not to go that way n be physically fit. I kept struggling.

    2011 : wrote prelims n cleared it. Pain was a part of my life.
    2011 july: my sister diagnosed blood cancer in 3rd stage, i bundeled my books n a new struggle started. Had all the responsibility as i have not brother. she was admitted from july to nov 2011.
    Though i cleared prelims but couldnot prepare, failed mains in 2011.

    2012: running from tata mumbai to rgcri delhi to himachal tibetan to kerala vaidya to himachal panjopad to chail himachal etc many places to get her cancer treated.
    Failed prelims

    2013: cleared prelims bcoz of csat, scored only 67 in gs paper. Didnot study a single day as my sister was admitted in june itself n was very critical.
    22 oct 2013: my sister expired.
    I wrote mains but as usual i could not clear

    2014 feb: Joined a company n then news came out that govt is giving 2 more chances to general candidate. Again cse ka keeda kaatne laga. Cleared prelims n mains.
    Failed interview

    2015: failed prelims.
    Still living with enormous pain but my hand is recovered. the doctor who wanted me to get a disability ccertificate is proved wrong.

    life took extreme tests: my father, my body, my career, my sister, our finances(cancer treatement is really costly), but i didnot gave up. Life is all abt struggle, one should never never give up.

    Remember: only the best quality of iron faces maximum temp. in the furnace

    hatsoff bro...really man...dil se salaam aapke jajbe...i really wish k u get what u want man...atb..godbless dear
  • @iastopper, are you attempting 2016? If so then I wish you all the luck in the world. :)
    No bhai... i wont be attempting.I m out of this cycle now.
    Thanks n best of luck.
    Congratulations sir.a happy ending I must say it is.congrats again.
  • Going through this thread I realised the essence of four noble truths(चत्वारि आर्यसत्यानि)-
    1.Sabbam Dukham -Life is full of sorrow.(UPSC)
    2.Dukha samudaya- There are causes of sorrow.(UPSC)
    3.Dukha nirodha-This sorrow(UPSC) can be stopped.
    4.Dukha nirodh gamini pratipada-There is a path leading to the cessation/annihilation of sorrow(UPSC)
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