I have given 4 attempts till now (including this one) and not able to clear it single time. Feeling so much down and depressed and completely clueless about the future. I started to doubting myself whether or not will I be able to clear the exam ever. I am not a bright student (somewhat average) but do work hard. I have been preparing from last 4 year without any coaching in my hometown with absolutely no upsc environment (or alternatively called competitive examination environment) around me. Forum IAS , insights etc were only sources of guidance. Not joined any coaching for geography optional but did completed geography optional (comprehensively). I am completely blank now about my future course of action. Of lately I am thinking of shifting to Delhi to join Optional + GS coaching integrated so that to clear the concepts and get clearer understanding of subject. For prelims per say I have completed all the basic sources (generally recommended) multiple times (with multiple revisions). I am thinking of following two course of action
(1) Shifting to Delhi and join comprehensive coaching classes (integrated + optional)
(2) Preparing for the backup state PSC (which takes 2years for complete cycle) and then come back to prepare alongside the job.
Please guide. I feel like I will never clear the prelims let alone mains.
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Now,as per ur case u hav failed 4 consecutive prelims,i suggest u change ur UPSC Approach and Life Goals.
First of all try ur State PSC Exam,this ll help u to rejuvinate ur life and upsc goals ,moreover u can still remain in touch with civils or u can try some other job ,so that u r financially stable.
State PSC will give u a taste of civils & something is better than nothing right.
if u can,try to skip a year and start from the scratch,if age is on ur side.
i have seen so many people,qualifying even in their last attempt,u still hav 2 attempts left [if u r general category]
be patient and trust the process.Sometimes we don't get the gud things ,bcoz we deserve great things.
Have a great life Mate
Follow this pattern if possible : complete one subject -such as-geography - - take test paper of vision ,insight,IAS baba. And try to find out your mistake. This way you can complete all important subject. No need to join any coaching just by good standard materials and read by yourself.
Follow this religiously you will definitely able to clear the exam.
I am eagerly waiting for 2019 prelims to witness another joke of a paper.
A girl I know who barely started preparing 2 months before the exam, scored 105. She is not a bright student. But in her own words her most of her tukkas hit the target.
UPSC favors the lucky.
Sometimes hard work doesn't help, u need to do smart work too and what better than to take a year off and plan from scratch and rebuild ur knowledge base.
U have age, so give ur best attempt in 2020,skip 2019.