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Public Diary Of An IAS Aspirant....

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  • मौसमी नदी है एक
    एक मौसम है –
    बस अहसास होता है जिसके आने का
    और लौट जाने का।
  • lala lala laalalaala hun hun hun hun haan haan
    kaheen se nikal aae
    janmon ke
    hmm hmm
    Meri neend udd gai.
    Mera chain kho gya.
    darji ke paas chale jaana, laga dega chain. Itni si baat ke liye neend kharab karne ki kyaa jarurat hai.
    Continuation tha wo.
    I am not feeling sleepy tonight.
    Please share more ..
  • This inner rage knows no satiation.
    Destructive.

    Want to run till my legs hurt, lest I harm myself.
  • Today I am happy because I found out that this person is getting married.

    I envied him and his life because he got into IAS and I am still struggling.Post the results, I used to always compare his awesome life to my dull and boring life.

    I still distinctly remember the day when he posted on FB that he got some 2 digit rank. I was like..."what the fuck, he never told me that he was preparing for UPSC...".

    Frankly speaking, I was not happy.

    Why should I be?

    He got what I wanted and aspired for.

    But today, I think that this one aspect of my life where I am single and don't have to face any tensions of a relationship will be much better than his marital life.

    I wish him a happy married life :mrgreen:

    OR

    (maybe I'm just searching for a reason to show that my life is better than his) :(







  • Today I am happy because I found out that this person is getting married.

    I envied him and his life because he got into IAS and I am still struggling.Post the results, I used to always compare his awesome life to my dull and boring life.

    I still distinctly remember the day when he posted on FB that he got some 2 digit rank. I was like..."what the fuck, he never told me that he was preparing for UPSC...".

    Frankly speaking, I was not happy.

    Why should I be?

    He got what I wanted and aspired for.

    But today, I think that this one aspect of my life where I am single and don't have to face any tensions of a relationship will be much better than his marital life.

    I wish him a happy married life :mrgreen:

    OR

    (maybe I'm just searching for a reason to show that my life is better than his) :(







    bhai isliye main facebook nhi use karta hu :trollface:
    aur naa koi friend hai so comparison ka tension hi nhi hai :mrgreen:
  • Today I am happy because I found out that this person is getting married.

    I envied him and his life because he got into IAS and I am still struggling.Post the results, I used to always compare his awesome life to my dull and boring life.

    I still distinctly remember the day when he posted on FB that he got some 2 digit rank. I was like..."what the fuck, he never told me that he was preparing for UPSC...".

    Frankly speaking, I was not happy.

    Why should I be?

    He got what I wanted and aspired for.

    But today, I think that this one aspect of my life where I am single and don't have to face any tensions of a relationship will be much better than his marital life.

    I wish him a happy married life :mrgreen:

    OR

    (maybe I'm just searching for a reason to show that my life is better than his) :(







    bhai isliye main facebook nhi use karta hu :trollface:
    aur naa koi friend hai so comparison ka tension hi nhi hai :mrgreen:
    but comparison with him is also my only source of motivation.

    All these inspiring posts, motivational videos, Topper's talk don't help me.

    So in a way, I also want his life to be perfect and unblemished so that I don't lose my motivation. :mrgreen:
  • Today I am happy because I found out that this person is getting married.

    I envied him and his life because he got into IAS and I am still struggling.Post the results, I used to always compare his awesome life to my dull and boring life.

    I still distinctly remember the day when he posted on FB that he got some 2 digit rank. I was like..."what the fuck, he never told me that he was preparing for UPSC...".

    Frankly speaking, I was not happy.

    Why should I be?

    He got what I wanted and aspired for.

    But today, I think that this one aspect of my life where I am single and don't have to face any tensions of a relationship will be much better than his marital life.

    I wish him a happy married life :mrgreen:

    OR

    (maybe I'm just searching for a reason to show that my life is better than his) :(







    bhai isliye main facebook nhi use karta hu :trollface:
    aur naa koi friend hai so comparison ka tension hi nhi hai :mrgreen:
    but comparison with him is also my only source of motivation.

    All these inspiring posts, motivational videos, Topper's talk don't help me.

    So in a way, I also want his life to be perfect and unblemished so that I don't lose my motivation. :mrgreen:
    bhai source of motivation kisi person ko mat banao ki hume isse aage jaana hai.....
    motivation internal honi chaiye iss exam ke liye, koi topper/person nhi
  • Today I am happy because I found out that this person is getting married.

    I envied him and his life because he got into IAS and I am still struggling.Post the results, I used to always compare his awesome life to my dull and boring life.

    I still distinctly remember the day when he posted on FB that he got some 2 digit rank. I was like..."what the fuck, he never told me that he was preparing for UPSC...".

    Frankly speaking, I was not happy.

    Why should I be?

    He got what I wanted and aspired for.

    But today, I think that this one aspect of my life where I am single and don't have to face any tensions of a relationship will be much better than his marital life.

    I wish him a happy married life :mrgreen:

    OR

    (maybe I'm just searching for a reason to show that my life is better than his) :(







    bhai isliye main facebook nhi use karta hu :trollface:
    aur naa koi friend hai so comparison ka tension hi nhi hai :mrgreen:
    but comparison with him is also my only source of motivation.

    All these inspiring posts, motivational videos, Topper's talk don't help me.

    So in a way, I also want his life to be perfect and unblemished so that I don't lose my motivation. :mrgreen:
    bhai source of motivation kisi person ko mat banao ki hume isse aage jaana hai.....
    motivation internal honi chaiye iss exam ke liye, koi topper/person nhi
    Maybe but then....it works for me
    You might have some other reasons liking working for the country, helping the poor and destitute, power, money, fame. But they are not that much important for me right now. At least, not as a source of motivation for me
  • This inner rage knows no satiation.
    Destructive.

    Want to run till my legs hurt, lest I harm myself.
    Aus din k baad wapas kia ?
    Kya ho gaya h tumko yaar , pehle to acchey khaasey they .. :|
  • This inner rage knows no satiation.
    Destructive.

    Want to run till my legs hurt, lest I harm myself.
    Aus din k baad wapas kia ?
    Kya ho gaya h tumko yaar , pehle to acchey khaasey they .. :|
    Room me band raho gaey toh lage ga aise ... ghoom aao bahar ya fir mummy se mil aao kuch din ... forum pe aur akela feel kro gaey ..
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