notification will come on 16th and final call on aspirants till 32 will be taken. 10 lakh prepare for 1000 seats. the deserving ones get selected rest try again and again till one day like me they realise their whole youth is gone being an aspirant. pattern changes,new youngsters coming every year,developing technology,from orkut to facebook to forum time flies.things i regret not spending time with family,all my cousins and brother sisters married,missed most of them,friends got married,many have school going children now,lost all market relations, no savings,health wise i look more than my age, hair loss and weight gain combined,specs on eyes sun burnt from running from coaching to mess to room,to constant back pain and fluffy eyes from lack of sleep. no job skill added.when i visit home no common topic to talk as i dont know about most happenings. my ex girlfriend whom i thought i would propose from LBSNNA has a 4 year old son today.when i started my preparation friends decided to watch 1 movie per month bunty aur bubbly to badlapur time flies friends very fast in this race of life. Friends sometimes i sit and think about past and ask myself was all of that effort worth it ?