Am sitting since 4 years at home. As a person lethargic and inconsistent in studies
Not much equipped with pressure handling capacity.
Focus is very poor. And indiscipline in studies.
Age 27. Age and attempts till 31. Cant skip any attempt now.
Attempts given :- 2 : 1st attempt trial and 2nd with coaching. Get distracted easily
Scores :-- very minimal . Below 50's in both papers.
Wandering mind, lots of desires.
Atleast fine focus is of 4 hrs.
What should i do?
Two possibilities :- 1. Give next attempt as last, next year i.e without job while giving other exams also.
2. Join a teaching job now fr atleast 6 months.coz cant be sure of momentum sitting at home . What if i get no momentum?
May be job builds discipline and pressure handling capacity. Can enjoy lil bit also so as to feel fresh. May be i can study smartly after a job??