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thinking of suicide ...

don't see any hope at all. no seats left. no jobs left realistically.

how can one survive ? it's all going downhill.
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  • ramon said:

    don't see any hope at all. no seats left. no jobs left realistically.

    how can one survive ? it's all going downhill.

    Just imagine the pain u experience if u slit ur throat and blood oozes out of ur throat, just imagine the pain what will happen and how much pain u experience if ur head is overrun by train - what if u still survive and left with no hands and legs ... Just imagine what happens to ur dependants - like ur aged parents? who are going to take care of them? they might have spent everything on you and u leave them to dogs in their old age ...
    Just imagine the face of beggar ... r u still fortunate?
    I knw it is tough, but come out of this upsc hiatus ...
    I also have last attempt .... thse thoughts came to me earlier .. but that is not at all the solution.... think for a while and decide ...
  • हाँ वैसे भी कुछ खास रखा नहीं है जीवन में । कौनसा हमको अम्बानी की दौलत, खूबसूरत लड़कियां और अकूत सत्ता मिल जाएगी ?

    घृणा होती है जीवन से और ख़ुद अपने आप से भी ।
  • ramon said:

    don't see any hope at all. no seats left. no jobs left realistically.

    how can one survive ? it's all going downhill.

    bhai what is this ?
    sarkaari naukri nahi mili ....adhikaari nahi bane to ye sab ...?
    kabhi un sab ke baare me socho jo tumse bhi giri hui haalat me hain .....sangharsh kr rahe hain ...
    ye kya baat hi .....bujdili ko baher nikalo apne ander se .....
    Agra me ek cafe hi ......tejaab peedit ladkiyon chalati hai .....unki zindagi batrbaad ho chuki hi ....phir bhi haar nahi maani ...aur aap ?
    apne maa baap ke baare me bhi soch lo ...unopr kya beetegi ?
    Ira Singhal ..se bhi kuch seekh lo ......
  • ramon said:

    don't see any hope at all. no seats left. no jobs left realistically.

    how can one survive ? it's all going downhill.

    mera bhi last arttempt hi hindi medium ....bahut zayeda talented nahi hoon ....phir bhi laga hoon ....IAS..PCS ..ke aage aur jahan bhi hi ....khud ko santulit rakho .....khush raho ....zindagi ko zaisi hi sweekar karo .....aagey badho
    .
    .
    aise negative thoughts man me mt laoo....yaar apne maa baap ke baare me bhi soch lo .....unpr kya beetegi ...uska tumhe andazza hi kya ?
    .
    .
    mujhe profile nahi banani thi ....pre ke baad hi login kra the pr tumhara thread dekh kr raha nahi gaya ....shayed meri baad se tum apna iradda badal do ....bhai request kr raha hoon ....please aisi baat mann me mt laoo
  • Threads nhi.. bahar jaake dost bnao mitr.. suicide krke kya ukhaad loge ..balki proove (or misproove !) kroge ki upsc don't err in chosing emotionally intelligent ppl !.. rhi baat jobs ki..to apni expectations lower kr lo thodi or mehnat thodi jyada to wo bhi mil jaayegi..


    Fir bhi lge nokri nhi.. to mereko btana.. agar talent or lagan h to khaane kmaane layak jagah to mil hi jaayegi aap jesi experienced soul ko :)


    Mrnaa bhut aasaan h.. dum h to jee k dikhao.. or bhi dum h to HSS k jeeke dikhao.. or bhut jyada dum h to dusro ko hssa k jiyaa k dikhao ! :)


    ATB for a better life ahead..


    PS- Always remember


    "Parents ki asliii khusi tumhari nokri ya cse nhi..blki tum or tumhari khusi h !"

    Stay strong bhai :|
    Being IAS... 4 U Onlyyy... :-)


    " Woods are lovely dark and deep..
    But I have promises to keep..
    But I have promises to keep..
    And miles to go before I sleep.. before I sleep. " :)

    #HumHongeKamyaabEkDin :)
  • Abe ye kya negative ho gye be tum log
    Bhai haro mat ... Sangarsh krte rho ....
    Aisi situation mai aaz ka lgbg har youth hai ...
    Agr sab ye soch lenge to kya hoga ....
    Sangarsh kro .....aur bdte jao... Kuch na kuch kr hi loge ......kya zeevan mai success pane wale govt jobs se hi hai ??? Nhi na
    To bhai nirash mat ho.... Jeevan k aaj k halat bhavishya mai paristhithiyo se ldne mai sahayak honge ...... Us samay zab hamare upper kisi ka hath na hoga ... Na parents honge na koi aur ....tab yehi immunity wha kaam aayegi aur tum mushkil se mushkil paristithi ko asani se paar pa jaoege ...

    So aaj ki is pariksha ko bhavishya k vardaan k roop mai dekho mere bhai !!
    Jo aaj tera hai ,wo kal mera hoga aur parso kisi aur ka ho jayega !!
  • हाँ वैसे भी कुछ खास रखा नहीं है जीवन में । कौनसा हमको अम्बानी की दौलत, खूबसूरत लड़कियां और अकूत सत्ता मिल जाएगी ?

    घृणा होती है जीवन से और ख़ुद अपने आप से भी ।

    bhai ye sab kya keh rahe ho ?
    zeevan sangharsh me is tarah hathiyaar daal doge to kaise kaam chalega ?
    kya adhikaari bnnna ....raubb daubb wali zindagi hi sab kuch hi ?
    bhai Vivekanand ko padho jakr .....request kr raha hoon
  • Please don't die. :-)
  • Ok,take a solution.

    For one day,switch off everything nd do whatever you want to do,silly or otherwise.morality jaaye bhaad mei.there is nothing like that word.

    Or better still,lie on roof for one night nd just watch sky,stars nd spend whole night like that

    I swear,u will take yourself lightly nd in fun way after that.

    Fir bhi na ho tou message me unashamedly.khulke.

    Rank 42 , CSE 2017

    Live intensely.Burn life's candle from both ends.

    https://sudhirgahlot.wordpress.com
  • bhai log ...plz do not sucide ...here are some helpline no..


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  • do u know in india suicide and abetment to suicide is a crime
    so dont do it
    “The road to power is paved with hypocrisy, and casualties. Never regret.”
  • 1ManArmy said:

    @Queen ma'am!

    Cc spotted !!
    Jo aaj tera hai ,wo kal mera hoga aur parso kisi aur ka ho jayega !!
  • edited March 5

    do u know in india suicide and abetment to suicide is a crime
    so dont do it

    अब नहीं है ।
    मोदी सरकार ने सुसाइड को decriminalize kar diya hai.
  • 1ManArmy said:

    @Queen ma'am!

    Cc spotted !!
    ?
  • 1ManArmy said:

    1ManArmy said:

    @Queen ma'am!

    Cc spotted !!
    ?
    Chatur cheetah !!
    Jo aaj tera hai ,wo kal mera hoga aur parso kisi aur ka ho jayega !!
  • 1ManArmy said:

    1ManArmy said:

    @Queen ma'am!

    Cc spotted !!
    ?
    Chatur cheetah !!
    If you say so!
  • 1ManArmy said:

    1ManArmy said:

    1ManArmy said:

    @Queen ma'am!

    Cc spotted !!
    ?
    Chatur cheetah !!
    If you say so!
    I always say so !!
    Jo aaj tera hai ,wo kal mera hoga aur parso kisi aur ka ho jayega !!
  • 1ManArmy said:

    1ManArmy said:

    1ManArmy said:

    @Queen ma'am!

    Cc spotted !!
    ?
    Chatur cheetah !!
    If you say so!
    I always say so !!
    Hmm
  • do u know in india suicide and abetment to suicide is a crime
    so dont do it

    अब नहीं है ।
    un tezaab peedit ladkiyon ke baare me bhi soch lo zara .....struggle kr rahi hain ....aur ek baar khud ko bhi dekh lo .
    ladki log jo door to door marketting krti hain ...unki taraf bhi dekh lo ...do chaar exam nahi nikle to haar maan li ....khud ko majboot banao....
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    .
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    kamjor swarg me bhi rotte hain ....taaqatwar narak me bhi raaj krte hain ....
  • Noone 'thinks' of suicide. They just do it, coz this is something where thinking and doing never matches.

    Boss, itni jaldi jeevan se haar maan baithe kya? Kya yar, Abhi shadi bhi nahi ki hogi tumne! Bachchon ki pareshaniyan, biwi ki jhikjhik, Jeevan ka akelapan, Parivar me deaths (sic), financial barbadi, ye sab toh Abhi dekha bhi nahi hoga tumne. Sirf vacancies Kam hone pe suicide!!! Bhaiya, apni man-pasand porn dekh k kar lo, halka feel karoge. Fir aana, baat karte hain.
    ये वक़्त ना ठहरा है, ये वक़्त ना ठहरेगा |
    यूही गुज़र जाएगा घबराना कैसा |
    हिम्मत से काम लेंगे, घबराना कैसा |
  • edited March 5
    try to better yourself consistently . that matters more than cracking any exam. and that is in your hand. you will do wonders
  • Noone 'thinks' of suicide. They just do it, coz this is something where thinking and doing never matches.

    Boss, itni jaldi jeevan se haar maan baithe kya? Kya yar, Abhi shadi bhi nahi ki hogi tumne! Bachchon ki pareshaniyan, biwi ki jhikjhik, Jeevan ka akelapan, Parivar me deaths (sic), financial barbadi, ye sab toh Abhi dekha bhi nahi hoga tumne. Sirf vacancies Kam hone pe suicide!!! Bhaiya, apni man-pasand porn dekh k kar lo, halka feel karoge. Fir aana, baat karte hain.

    Chacha ji apne poori zindafi ka saar 9 lines mai daal dia ...padke maza aa gya !!
    Jo aaj tera hai ,wo kal mera hoga aur parso kisi aur ka ho jayega !!
  • edited March 5
    This forum is increasing becoming moody and scary. Can we all contribute to have some good time together? Trust me @ramon, each one of us here are fighting our devils in our daily lives. And, we live each day to fight on. Why do you want to end your life for such silly reason, or for any reason? Please don't die!
  • ramon said:

    don't see any hope at all. no seats left. no jobs left realistically.

    how can one survive ? it's all going downhill.

    1-2 dinn khudd k liye jiyo
    gharwaloo se apni frustration share karo
    take a break :)
    jubb andar ke frustration bahar nikal jayegi then apne aap he u ll be motivated 2 prepare in full throttle.
    ye bhi nahi to thoda compromise kar lo apni expectations aur thoda aur mehnatt kar lo.
    suicide is not a best decision
  • edited March 5

    @chinesehero
    ashoka kahan hi ?

    raja_babu bhaiya?

  • @chinesehero
    ashoka kahan hi<\b> ?

    raja_babu bhaiya?

    yes sir mujhe laga aap forum chor diye ..
  • @chinesehero
    ashoka kahan hi ?

    He breathed his last.
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