I can't die, and seeing no reason of dying.
I found all others are involved in a daily life as job, marriage, kids, their marriage , old age pension and finally full stop.
I m an agnostic about god, right now neither I am happy nor sad, tried to chatting with people online, and offline both but none came up to my expectations
So I haven't any one to whom I can say a friend. Never it made such type and such level that give me a satisfaction that he or she isn't friend.
And sometime I think I don't need any emotional support too.
Above was just an example, in most of the things I have not found any enticing power, which can cajole me till a long time,
I have now zero interest in frnds, opposite gender, career, etc. And zero motivation for doing anything, sleeping and surfing is my routine since 6 months.
I have a serious doubt that is there is any thing like happiness? Or we are just fabricating ourselves along a social wire in which having a success is happiness or having an obedient child is happiness or having a selfie with pizza is happiness.
Why I m making a thread
, its just that I m not able to think what shud be my next step? (Except blue whale
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