Hi friends, I am going to write my 5th consecutive mains this time. I am already working as an excise inspector in Hyderabad for 4years now. During these years I have availed leave many times. Officially sanctioned. I was on leave for sometime before pre on civil grounds. As I had no leave left I applied for medical for 2 months immediately after pre and came to Delhi for the first time ever. Things were smooth until new commissioner, additional and assistant commissioner joined post GST. Some guys desiring leave went to the Commissioner which he bluntly refused. Thereafter they complained about me. The Commissioner then asked for my file and my life has been hell since then. I have been served 4 reminders to join immediately. Disciplinary action is threatened. My medical request is till 28th of September post which I need to reapply, submit fitness certificate and again request leave on exam grounds. I have no idea at this moment how to proceed. Thoughts about adverse remarks on my file, charge sheet , NOC etc, keep me occupied. If I join office now, I m not sure whether I will b able to write exam. Next year is my last attempt. I have struggled a lot with job exam and being miles away from home all these years. I have sinking feeling of giving up now, and probably reappear for ssc (as I hv more than 3years of service, though I am age barred now) and resign somewhere around Feb. Please guide me those who have certain experiences and information. I will be eternally grateful.