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I gave last attempt but I couldn't clear. For past one and half year i am suffering from depression. I just like every one else thought depression was normal mood thing and would pass in due time, but it didn't. Everyday i woke up feeling suicidal and not wanting to get up pushed me into depths, now after i went through medications i feel better. But, now this feeling of guilt and less amount of time is pressurizing me. I would like to ask those who have cleared in such less amount of time, how did they do it and can i do it too? Please be honest with me, i seek your guidance as a younger brother.
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  • @hungry4more .. yes brother.. you can do it. It is an honest opinion given that you had prepared last year, it means

    - You can cover static portion lets say in 40 days.. by 15 May.
    - For current affair , follow vision. 2 months are sufficient to cover it. By end of may.. It can be completed.
    - You ought to give tests. No matter how you score for now. Keep notebook of your mistakes, improve concepts and revise things.
    - Do forum daily quiz from Jan-- at least 2 times.
    - Also IAS baba 60 days plan - cover it before pre.
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  • I second this. Follow this sincerely!

    @hungry4more .. yes brother.. you can do it. It is an honest opinion given that you had prepared last year, it means

    - You can cover static portion lets say in 40 days.. by 15 May.
    - For current affairs , follow vision . 2 months are sufficient to cover it. By end of may. It can be completed.
    - You ought to give tests. No matter how you score for now. Keep a notebook of your mistakes, improve concepts and revise things.
    - Do forum daily quiz from Jan-- at least 2 times.
    - Also IAS baba 60 days plan - cover it before pre.

    A Thing is Thing, Not what is said about that Thing.
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  • @hungry4more .. yes brother.. you can do it. It is an honest opinion given that you had prepared last year, it means

    - You can cover static portion lets say in 40 days.. by 15 May.
    - For current affair , follow vision. 2 months are sufficient to cover it. By end of may.. It can be completed.
    - You ought to give tests. No matter how you score for now. Keep notebook of your mistakes, improve concepts and revise things.
    - Do forum daily quiz from Jan-- at least 2 times.
    - Also IAS baba 60 days plan - cover it before pre.

    This sounds good.

    Also do this for the depressive feelings.Exercise ,eat protein and vitamins and get sunlight everyday.

    One step,One Punch,One Round At a Time.
    How you do anything is how you do everything.
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  • @GentleGiant6 @Bharat2017 @memphis27 , yes guys, i will move ahead with your suggestions. Thank you so much, @Bharat2017 !!!
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  • @hungry4more Stay strong bhai, I say this as a fellow sufferer. I am glad you are on medication. If there are days, you feel fatigued and listless even after getting up, make sure you take vit D supplements as well as L-theanine along with your morning chai/coffee. D-Rise 6k is like 4 tabs, 1 for each week, Rs 190 odd. L-theanine is pretty inexpensive as well.

    You can do it!
    feet fail me not!
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  • I gave last attempt but I couldn't clear. For past one and half year i am suffering from depression. I just like every one else thought depression was normal mood thing and would pass in due time, but it didn't. Everyday i woke up feeling suicidal and not wanting to get up pushed me into depths, now after i went through medications i feel better. But, now this feeling of guilt and less amount of time is pressurizing me. I would like to ask those who have cleared in such less amount of time, how did they do it and can i do it too? Please be honest with me, i seek your guidance as a younger brother.

    Bhai pehle to job lo yaar agar aisa lag raha hai to.
    @CitizenMonk guide him buddy....
    #Account_Dormant_Back_in_Flow
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  • @sylvian_10 yes, i took them for 4 weeks! I am continuing it. I really appreciate your help. in fact doc said, there's relation between low vit d levels and depression. mine were way down the par.
    @Tudor i come from border town of j&k, my mother doesn't stay very well, it's like i just can't afford to stay away from her, though presently im in delhi.
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  • If one has done it, you also can do it
    If No-One has done it, you must do .

    yes bro you can clear it, but you have to first must watch video of Successful candidate. The candidate who had clear the CSE in the first attempt or doing job or they got limited time(1 or 2 months) or limited resource , following the list -
    1.varun baranwal IAS
    2.Kumar Harsh
    3. yogesh patil upsc (This video in marathi- he had crack within 25 day before pre. exam)
    4. artika shukla
    5. Debotosh Chatterjee IRS
    I'm sure you will clear it and i'm also
    hp3
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  • @sylvian_10 yes, i took them for 4 weeks! I am continuing it. I really appreciate your help. in fact doc said, there's relation between low vit d levels and depression. mine were way down the par.
    @Tudor i come from border town of j&k, my mother doesn't stay very well, it's like i just can't afford to stay away from her, though presently im in delhi.

    Isi liye itni tension hai
    Bhai to job lekar Mom ko saath me rakh lena kuch din
    Fir UPSC ki taiyyari bhi karte rehna
    Baad me jab thoda better lage to job se leave ya job ko ditch karke Dilli me ek full attempt de dena

    #Personal Opinion
    #Practically sochoge to UPSC bahot xyada kismat ka khel hai, upar se tumne padai bhi nahi kari, ek security aa jayegi, job me kaam rahega to zindagi bhi thoda worthy ho jati hai, isliye bol raha
    #Bas opinion de raha
    #Account_Dormant_Back_in_Flow
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  • edited April 6

    @sylvian_10 yes, i took them for 4 weeks! I am continuing it. I really appreciate your help. in fact doc said, there's relation between low vit d levels and depression. mine were way down the par.
    @Tudor i come from border town of j&k, my mother doesn't stay very well, it's like i just can't afford to stay away from her, though presently im in delhi.

    Waise Pre jitne achche se ho sake de dena
    Baad me iski ki hui padai kaam ayegi o:) o:)
    Lekin Plan B taiyyar rakhna, ekdum se nahi to free ho jaoge jo ki aur bura hai
    #Account_Dormant_Back_in_Flow
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  • @hungry4more .. yes brother.. you can do it. It is an honest opinion given that you had prepared last year, it means

    - You can cover static portion lets say in 40 days.. by 15 May.
    - For current affair , follow vision. 2 months are sufficient to cover it. By end of may.. It can be completed.
    - You ought to give tests. No matter how you score for now. Keep notebook of your mistakes, improve concepts and revise things.
    - Do forum daily quiz from Jan-- at least 2 times.
    - Also IAS baba 60 days plan - cover it before pre.

    +1
    #Account_Dormant_Back_in_Flow
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  • Tudor said:

    I gave last attempt but I couldn't clear. For past one and half year i am suffering from depression. I just like every one else thought depression was normal mood thing and would pass in due time, but it didn't. Everyday i woke up feeling suicidal and not wanting to get up pushed me into depths, now after i went through medications i feel better. But, now this feeling of guilt and less amount of time is pressurizing me. I would like to ask those who have cleared in such less amount of time, how did they do it and can i do it too? Please be honest with me, i seek your guidance as a younger brother.

    Bhai pehle to job lo yaar agar aisa lag raha hai to.
    @CitizenMonk guide him buddy....
    I'm back to square one. Sorry to disappoint you. How can I show others the path when I don't have the light within me! While I type this, I'm walking out of a premises that I wonder how I ended up here, from that happy go lucky kid I used to be, playing hide & seek in my hometown. May nobody has to go through what I am right now. Was too ashamed to vent further, so asked root to close my thread. But I was tagged here, so here I am.
    Be a light unto yourself. Do not seek it outside.
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  • edited April 6

    Tudor said:

    I gave last attempt but I couldn't clear. For past one and half year i am suffering from depression. I just like every one else thought depression was normal mood thing and would pass in due time, but it didn't. Everyday i woke up feeling suicidal and not wanting to get up pushed me into depths, now after i went through medications i feel better. But, now this feeling of guilt and less amount of time is pressurizing me. I would like to ask those who have cleared in such less amount of time, how did they do it and can i do it too? Please be honest with me, i seek your guidance as a younger brother.

    Bhai pehle to job lo yaar agar aisa lag raha hai to.
    @CitizenMonk guide him buddy....
    I'm back to square one. Sorry to disappoint you. How can I show others the path when I don't have the light within me! While I type this, I'm walking out of a premises that I wonder how I ended up here, from that happy go lucky kid I used to be, playing hide & seek in my hometown. May nobody has to go through what I am right now. Was too ashamed to vent further, so asked root to close my thread. But I was tagged here, so here I am.
    Abe ab kya hua be
    Tumko neend to aani shuru hui thi
    Bhai ruk tujhko inbox karta hoon
    Waise bhi ab padai nahi ho rahi
    #Account_Dormant_Back_in_Flow
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  • Just walked out of Sumaitri.
    Be a light unto yourself. Do not seek it outside.
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  • Wish I could be a social mendicant.
    Be a light unto yourself. Do not seek it outside.
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  • edited April 6

    @sylvian_10 yes, i took them for 4 weeks! I am continuing it. I really appreciate your help. in fact doc said, there's relation between low vit d levels and depression. mine were way down the par.
    @Tudor i come from border town of j&k, my mother doesn't stay very well, it's like i just can't afford to stay away from her, though presently im in delhi.

    Food for thought:
    http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.in/2011/10/adventures-in-depression.html
    http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.in/2013/05/depression-part-two.html

    What helps me is sticking to a routine. Doesn't matter what. Muscle memory is very easy to trick your body into. But try to stick to a fixed routine. If you gotta poop at 6:50, you be there on the toilet whether you like it or not.

    Have you considered going back and living with her? You can prepare from a distance as well, most of the test series are online...
    feet fail me not!
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  • @hungry4more If you're around ORN /KB, let's meet. Shall find comfort in each other's melancholy, and try to devise a plan to mend our lives.
    Be a light unto yourself. Do not seek it outside.
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  • @CitizenMonk == @hungry4more ! I am sure!
    An Ounce of Action Is Worth a Ton of Theory
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  • बागड़ बिल्ला
    Kyun ban ho gaya
    Ha ha ha :D :D :D
    #Account_Dormant_Back_in_Flow
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  • I find music very relaxing. Especially try listening to Sigur Ros. You'll feel calm and energetic at the same time which definitely is going to help you to go into berserk mode for prelims.
    Bahut Khoob
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